assalamualaikum and hello everyone

i watched Tears of Gaza tonight

at first i tried so hard not to cry

i tried to be tough

but 

when the boy (Yahya) cried because he misses his father so much

when the girl (Amira) cried because she is alive while her dad was blown to pieces and her brothers and sisters were shot one by one by the Israeli soldiers

i cried too

i cant help but cry

i cried not because of their sad stories

but i cried because while i am living in Malaysia, 

i neglected a lot of God's gifts

i really need to 'clean' my heart, my self and my mind

Dear Allah please forgive me for my ignorance

:'(